Down but not out

As I ponder my rejection, I find I agree more and more with their decision. I did call the Dept head about taking some pre-reqs at GSU and she left me a message, also telling me to get out and observe SLPs in a variety of settings. I can see now that while I focused on the academics and the nuts and bolts of the application, I definitely didnt focus enough on the career of an SLP as a whole. I know I want to work in a school setting, I know I want to work with kids and I do have a variety of experiences with SLPs in that setting due to my own children's needs. But I dont have first hand knowledge of what SLPs do with adults, in hospitals, with newborns, etc.

That said, I am totally stoked about the online second bachelors I am embarking on. I will be taking the first 2 classes this summer as a non-degree seeking student - basically an intro to SLP class and an anatomy class. In the fall, I will hopefully get into the degree program and will take 4 classes. One of which is specifically designed to help with the grad school application, as it requires you to (weekly?) observe a SLPs in a variety of clinical settings and write summery reports. I really think that, plus the committment exhibited by the pursuing the 2nd bachelors will make my application look great next year!

Plus the idea of easing back into academia gradually and online is very appealing to my otherwise chaotic life.

Down, but not out!

Not this year

Online status was still showing "No decision at this time" so I finally called again. Had to call several depts and nag a bit just to get my own rejection from the receptionist. How anti-climactic. They couldnt even waste a sheet of letterhead on me. [/pity party]

I'm ok. I had my funk and fleeting feelings of worthlessness. But as I analyze and prepare my plan B, I am more pragmatic.

My interview wasnt great. I had a lack of current up to date knowledge of the field. For all they knew, despite my good GRE and GPA, I was just a bored SAHM who decided on a whim that speech therapy would be fun! Whee!

So the plan B that is formulating in my head is an online 2nd bachelors in SLP through Utah State that I can complete in 3 semesters (if I kick butt) and reapply next year. I will not have to take the pre-reqs so I will enter as a 2yr student (as opposed to 3) so I will not have lost any time. Doing it online cuts down on the daycare costs. Geting the 2nd degree will give me recent academic references and experience and will also show that I am committed and not just trying grad school on a whim.

I think it will help. Even if I will only have fall 2010 under my belt by the time I apply. And if I dont get in next year? With the 2nd bachelors, I can work as an SLP asst and get even more current experience and make my app look even better.

So I am down, but not out. I may keep up with this blog still since going back to school as a FT online student will have its own ups and downs, I imagine.

I called

According to GSU's site, they will update the online status first then mail you a letter. So I guess as long as mine doesnt say "declined" then there is still hope, right?

Just for good measure, I called the admissions office. She said they are still processing them and will be updating them individually as decisions are reached.

So at least I know which medium to stalk. I no longer have to jump every time a number I dont recognize comes up on my phone and I dont have to assault the mail carrier every afternoon. I just have to limber up my itchy refresh finger.

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Still waiting

OK, its officially late march. Let's get on this already. Yes or no. Yes or no. Just pick one!

But on the plus side

As I sit here and try to assuage my anxiety....

I am technically not competing against those recent grads. They apparently admit X number of 2 yr programs (those with an SLP undergrad) and X number of 3 yr programs (those like me with a different backgroun). So I am competing against the current teachers or others with undergrads outside of the SLP programs. Maybe my chances are more like 5 of 12, if the other 63 are all going for the 2 yr program.

As one grad student said, dont stress the interview too much. Your overall app is still considered and I do have strong transcripts, a good GRE and (I think) strong LORs.

If I dont get in, I will see if I can take some of the SLP pre-reqs as a post-baccalaureate and maybe get to where I can apply as a 2yr app next year. Which could mean I wont loose any time?

But I just want an answer so I can move on and decide which way I am heading this fall!

Interview for GSU

I think my GSU interview was so traumatizing, I decided not to even blog about it. (It was on 2/26) I went, I saw, I sooo did not conquer. I felt unprepared for the essay, I felt like I stumbled through my answers and felt very inadequate compared to my competition - all the young, current, recent SLP grads. My analogy is that I was the old broad on Survivor - you know, the one with the great work ethic and the one everyone loves, but she gets voted out first.

The numbers are this: 130ish applicants, 75 were called for interviews, approximately 20 will be accepted.

Faced with those sobering stats, we went to meet the current grad students. I was told great news - anyone in this program who wants a graduate assistanceship can get one. So now that I feel like I totally blew the interview, I just figured out how to pay for grad school. Wonderful!

Now we wait. Mid to late March they said. Once March 15th passed, I find myself stressing every time the phone rings. Its worse than being on call for a doula client. Heck, I am on call for a doula client right now, but this is stressing me more.

And the last thing to note, I kept waiting to hear from West GA and struggling to get back into their online app status system. I finally called today and found they didnt have my transcripts or 2 letters of rec. Grrr on the letters, I certainly nagged my letter writers enough. But the transcripts? Sure they were in my maiden name, but I also included a copy of my app with both names on it. It should not have been hard to match them up. So that option is out. All my eggs are now in the GSU basket. I wasnt thrilled about the distance to West GA anyway, but I did like having 2 chances.

Interview

OK, not for me. But my good friend who is applying for a masters at Emory got her call for an interview this Tuesday. I am thrilled for her.

But I am just a tiny bit anxious that I have not heard anything but crickets chirping from my GSU app that was due at the same time as her Emory app.

Done, done, done!

Now the waiting begins. Last app submitted and paid for last night. Now I just hold my breath, hope the other two letter writers get theirs in today and then the waiting game begins.

Or in my case, the "OMG how on earth am I going to pay for this and childcare and manage 3 kids and grad school and a house and a part time job and...." game.

Must complete last app today

Must complete last app today. Must.Must.Must.

No more slacking!

Complete!

Yay, my GSU application is complete! Hopefully the next time I screen cap this, it will show "Accepted".



Goal is to submit WGU app by tomorrow.

Letters are in!

Today they updated receipt of my Letters of Recommendation. At least the 2 that were submitted online. One was mailed. So the only things showing as incomplete are my resume and SOP which were submitted with the application, online. And my transcripts, which were hand delivered last week.

I will be happy when the whole app shows "complete".

And yes, I really need to get a move on the other app. Been slacking on that one.

Checking app status

So I have to talk myself down every time I log into the application status page and see a large red INCOMPLETE next to things like my SOP, resume, transcripts, letters. I know the first 3 are in their hands. I just want proof that they really, really are. Logically I tell myself...they show the money was received. At least the resume and the SOP were received with the $$. Not to mention, it does say "it takes 2 weeks to update our system bla bla bla"

But I still panic.

LOR writer #1 was supposed to mail letter yesterday. Letter writer #2 promised to submit online tonight. Letter writer #3 will be getting her reminder before I head to bed tonight.

I only need 2 for this app, so if one flakes, I'm cool.

I just wish I could get rid of those INCOMPLETEs so I can move onto the next app.

Application Update

I submitted my app for GSU. I nagged all my Letter of Recommendation writers about submitting before the deadline. I don't know how to check it online since I submitted the app, so I will have to just take a deep breath and trust that they follow through.

[note, I'm a bit of a control freak, so needless to say, this part is not setting well with me]

I have my transcripts and the copy of my GRE scores in an envelope, waiting delivery to the admissions office on Tues. Or heck, maybe tomorrow since the kids' school and dance were cancelled and the ice should be off the interstates. I have the admissions office programmed into my GPS and everything. Yay, blogging just gave me my idea for warding off cabin fever with 3 unruly children tomorrow!

So once this app is 100% complete, I will focus my efforts on app #2. Deadline for that one is Feb 5th.

A little fun

Saw this on the Grad Cafe Forums. Had a little fun making a "Wordle" of my Statement of Purpose. Interesting what gets highlighted.

Submitting...

I lost a week or so of productivity dealing with work stuff, kid stuff, holiday stuff and event hostings (ie: house cleanings). Today, my son is back at school, both girls are napping and I can finally hear myself think for 30-60 mins. I will review my resume, SOP and app one more time this afternoon. I will email my LOR writers to remind them of the deadline. I will call the admissions office to ask about submitting my supplemental documents (transcripts) and tonight after bedtime, I will pay the $50 and push the button!

And then lather, rinse, repeat for the other school. But I have until Feb 5th for that one.

Ha, the universe mocks me. As I finish typing this, I hear the 4yo still singing in her room, minutes after my last "all clear" nap check. I guess I can't hear myself think.